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i thought i will die in november

by Dorothy Waste

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MXMars This album is full of bangers that make you dance while crying, or cry while dancing. Honest, raw, human expression. Favorite track: Signal error.
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WHAT DID YOU THINK WHEN YOU DID WHAT YOU DID TO ME, HOW DO YOU SLEEP? WHAT DOES THE MIRROR SAY? how can you live with all this in your consciousness? I would kill myself, if I were you, just to make some amends~ .̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻.̩͔̗̳͓̫͠.̶.̼̻͈̥͖͔.̰̯̹.̫͓̼͕͢.̨̝.̛͔̘͇͚͇̻.̗̹̫̰͙͕̻̕.̙.͟.̡ͅ.͙̳̤̹̙̲.̶̪̻͚..̵̮̪͎.̬͓̲.̢͖̦̩.̶̗͖.͈̹͓͓̣ͅͅ.̦͖̗̬͖̩..̝̱.͘.̬͉̠̘̲͠.̧͓̰͔̙̤̤̳..̞.̥.͎̬̱̪.̼͓̪͜.̡.̬̭̦͕̖̤͙..͖̀.̯̹̠͈̠̀.̭̥̰.̨̹̹̥.̧̻͎͔͓̝.̘͉.̴̼̮͓̱̜̻̣.̥̥͎̘̬͇̱.͍̬͜..̖̭͍̤͟.̷̞͖̫̘.͔̦͚.͍͙̰̱̩͠.͈̻̝.̭̠͔̱̲.̗͕̭̣.̘͖.̧̼ͅ.̶̦̣͓̖ͅͅ.̦̬͓̟̦̯.͚̠͙̠͚̱̟.̖̭̺͔..͕̖̝͖̱͠.̟̬̱͍͝.̷̜̙͖͇̗̗͈.̻.͝.̡̪̱.̦̥͖̣͔͞.̢̹͇͉̫̼..̵͉ͅ.̜͉̭͙̼̩͘.̳͈͈̘̙̲͞.̩̺͚̫.̴͙̪̗.̧̜͍͇.͇͔̱͝..͚͔͞.̱̮̣̝̖̤̱.̫̞̖͈͍̜̳̕.̱̫̭.̴̳.̳͢.̱͇.͍͎̳̟̟̤̱́.̳̪.̷̟̦̳̪͇͓.͓̤̦͚͙̀.̢.̴̮.̫̘̀.̟͉̞͇̙͟.̰͇̯.̦̰̪̞ͅͅ.̧.̶.̟̺̣̦͟ͅ.͚͍̯̥.͓͔͔̲͍.̗̘͕.̟͜.̴.̹̥͍.̥͙̫̗.҉.̢͙̬̙..̝̱̳̱.̻͇̳͕̮̹̼.̡̣̱.͜.̢̬̫.͏̰̖̫̬.̪̭̫̠̤̬͚.̲́.̣͚̘͢.̜̟̺̠̤̜̥.̬̹.̵̱̗̝͉̝͇̫.̷͙̪..̫̣̺͍̝͔.͠.̙̲̤͕̗̩ͅ.̱̞̺͈͍͓̤.̫͉̱̠̼̣͈́.̠̠.̸͓̤͈̜͈͚.͏̲̗̭̩͎͔.͙̳̮͙͟.̲̲͠.͚͈͖̦͟.̯̜̜.҉͙.̡̞..̳͚̲̬͈.͖̱͞.̧͉.̣͉̺̖̟̳̖..̵̯̳.͔̹̬̯̬͢ͅ.̮͎̥͔̥͜.͖͙̣.͚̹̳̭ͅ.̯͇͘.͕̩̻.̢͎.͕̬̣̮̥.͖̜̞ͅͅ.̴͓̹̟̗̱.͓̹̬͙͓͕̬.͉̫̫͓͕.̹͚̣͈̩̙̝̀.̻..̗͞.̲͖.͙̤̞̟̞͚.̝.̠̹.̴̘̪̫̦.̲͎͖̤͕̠͖.̪̺̞.͖͓̝.͠.͓̣͜.̼̩̫̲̯͍͠.̰.͎.̛̮̜̤̥.͍̫̞̩ͅ.̩̭̱̣̜̀.̖̖͚͖̹.̧.͙͉̟.̤̲̲͙̀.̳̺̱͈̬.̗̺͠.̞̠͝.͉͉̪..̺͉͎̰͎̹͚̀.̘̰̜͖̻̺̘.̯̠̣̮̠̞.̙̮̗̱͈̤̫͠.̗.̧̗̺̱̪.̫̱͘ͅ.̡͇.̢̘͖͎̤.҉̖̬̟̩̮ͅ.̜̞.̤̫̕.̬̰̯ͅ.̸͔̦̙͓̠͔͔.̩͕̣̰͙ͅ.̥̗͉͈͚̯̠.̬̹̗̦ͅ.̺̖͖̬̟ I WILL TEAR YOUR HEART WHILE IT BITES.̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻.̩͔̗̳͓̫͠.̶.̼̻͈̥͖͔.̰̯̹.̫͓̼͕͢.̨̝.̛͔̘͇͚͇̻.̗̹̫̰͙͕̻̕.̙.͟.̡ͅ.͙̳̤̹̙̲.̶̪̻͚..̵̮̪͎.̬͓̲.̢͖̦̩.̶̗͖.͈̹͓͓̣ͅͅ.̦͖̗̬͖̩..̝̱.͘.̬͉̠̘̲͠.̧͓̰͔̙̤̤̳..̞.̥.͎̬̱̪.̼͓̪͜.̡.̬̭̦͕̖̤͙..͖̀.̯̹̠͈̠̀.̭̥̰.̨̹̹̥.̧̻͎͔͓̝.̘͉.̴̼̮͓̱̜̻̣.̥̥͎̘̬͇̱.͍̬͜..̖̭͍̤͟.̷̞͖̫̘.͔̦͚.͍͙̰̱̩͠.͈̻̝.̭̠͔̱̲.̗͕̭̣.̘͖.̧̼ͅ.̶̦̣͓̖ͅͅ.̦̬͓̟̦̯.͚̠͙̠͚̱̟.̖̭̺͔..͕̖̝͖̱͠.̟̬̱͍͝.̷̜̙͖͇̗̗͈.̻.͝.̡̪̱.̦̥͖̣͔͞.̢̹͇͉̫̼..̵͉ͅ.̜͉̭͙̼̩͘.̳͈͈̘̙̲͞.̩̺͚̫.̴͙̪̗.̧̜͍͇.͇͔̱͝..͚͔͞.̱̮̣̝̖̤̱.̫̞̖͈͍̜̳̕.̱̫̭.̴̳.̳͢.̱͇.͍͎̳̟̟̤̱́.̳̪.̷̟̦̳̪͇͓.͓̤̦͚͙̀.̢.̴̮.̫̘̀.̟͉̞͇̙͟.̰͇̯.̦̰̪̞ͅͅ.̧.̶.̟̺̣̦͟ͅ.͚͍̯̥.͓͔͔̲͍.̗̘͕.̟͜.̴.̹̥͍.̥͙̫̗.҉.̢͙̬̙..̝̱̳̱.̻͇̳͕̮̹̼.̡̣̱.͜.̢̬̫.͏̰̖̫̬.̪̭̫̠̤̬͚.̲́.̣͚̘͢.̜̟̺̠̤̜̥.̬̹.̵̱̗̝͉̝͇̫.̷͙̪..̫̣̺͍̝͔.͠.̙̲̤͕̗̩ͅ.̱̞̺͈͍͓̤.̫͉̱̠̼̣͈́.̠̠.̸͓̤͈̜͈͚.͏̲̗̭̩͎͔.͙̳̮͙͟.̲̲͠.͚͈͖̦͟.̯̜̜.҉͙.̡̞..̳͚̲̬͈.͖̱͞.̧͉.̣͉̺̖̟̳̖..̵̯̳.͔̹̬̯̬͢ͅ.̮͎̥͔̥͜.͖͙̣.͚̹̳̭ͅ.̯͇͘.͕̩̻.̢͎.͕̬̣̮̥.͖̜̞ͅͅ.̴͓̹̟̗̱.͓̹̬͙͓͕̬.͉̫̫͓͕.̹͚̣͈̩̙̝̀.̻..̗͞.̲͖.͙̤̞̟̞͚.̝.̠̹.̴̘̪̫̦.̲͎͖̤͕̠͖.̪̺̞.͖͓̝.͠.͓̣͜.̼̩̫̲̯͍͠.̰.͎.̛̮̜̤̥.͍̫̞̩ͅ.̩̭̱̣̜̀.̖̖͚͖̹.̧.͙͉̟.̤̲̲͙̀.̳̺̱͈̬.̗̺͠.̞̠͝.͉͉̪..̺͉͎̰͎̹͚̀.̘̰̜͖̻̺̘.̯̠̣̮̠̞.̙̮̗̱͈̤̫͠.̗.̧̗̺̱̪.̫̱͘ͅ.̡͇.̢̘͖͎̤.҉̖̬̟̩̮ͅ.̜̞.̤̫̕.̬̰̯ͅ.̸͔̦̙͓̠͔͔.̩͕̣̰͙ͅ.̥̗͉͈͚̯̠.̬̹̗̦ͅ.̺̖͖̬̟ ............................. IM LEFT WITH SCARS I CAN NEVER SHOW AND NEVER SAY well now i know.̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻.̩͔̗̳͓̫͠.̶.̼̻͈̥͖͔.̰̯̹.̫͓̼͕͢.̨̝.̛͔̘͇͚͇̻.̗̹̫̰͙͕̻̕.̙.͟.̡ͅ.͙̳̤̹̙̲.̶̪̻͚..̵̮̪͎.̬͓̲.̢͖̦̩.̶̗͖.͈̹͓͓̣ͅͅ.̦͖̗̬͖̩..̝̱.͘.̬͉̠̘̲͠.̧͓̰͔̙̤̤̳..̞.̥.͎̬̱̪.̼͓̪͜.̡.̬̭̦͕̖̤͙..͖̀.̯̹̠͈̠̀.̭̥̰.̨̹̹̥.̧̻͎͔͓̝.̘͉.̴̼̮͓̱̜̻̣.̥̥͎̘̬͇̱.͍̬͜..̖̭͍̤͟.̷̞͖̫̘.͔̦͚.͍͙̰̱̩͠.͈̻̝.̭̠͔̱̲.̗͕̭̣.̘͖.̧̼ͅ.̶̦̣͓̖ͅͅ.̦̬͓̟̦̯.͚̠͙̠͚̱̟.̖̭̺͔..͕̖̝͖̱͠.̟̬̱͍͝.̷̜̙͖͇̗̗͈.̻.͝.̡̪̱.̦̥͖̣͔͞.̢̹͇͉̫̼..̵͉ͅ.̜͉̭͙͘ I hope I wont see you again, I hope you die fast... EXCEPT IF WE MEET, BECOUSE THEN IM GOING TO MAKE YOU SUFFER..̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻.̩͔̗̳͓̫͠.̶.̼̻͈̥͖͔.̰̯̹.̫͓̼͕͢.̨̝.̛͔̘͇͚͇̻.̗̹̫̰͙͕̻̕.̙.͟.̡ͅ.͙̳̤̹̙̲.̶̪̻͚..̵̮̪͎.̬͓̲.̢͖̦̩.̶̗͖.͈̹͓͓̣ͅͅ.̦͖̗̬͖̩..̝̱.͘.̬͉̠̘̲͠.̧͓̰͔̙̤̤̳..̞.̥.͎̬̱̪.̼͓̪͜.̡.̬̭̦͕̖̤͙..͖̀.̯̹̠͈̠̀.̭̥̰.̨̹̹̥.̧̻͎͔͓̝.̘͉.̴̼̮͓̱̜̻̣.̥̥͎̘̬͇̱.͍̬͜..̖̭͍̤͟.̷̞͖̫̘.͔̦͚.͍͙̰̱̩͠.͈̻̝.̭̠͔̱̲.̗͕̭̣.̘͖.̧̼ͅ.̶̦̣͓̖ͅͅ.̦̬͓̟̦̯.͚̠͙̠͚̱̟.̖̭̺͔..͕̖̝͖̱͠.̟̬̱͍͝.̷̜̙͖͇̗̗͈.̻.͝.̡̪̱.̦̥͖̣͔͞.̢̹͇͉̫̼..̵͉ͅ.̜͉̭͙̼̩͘.̳͈͈̘̙̲͞.̩̺͚̫.̴͙̪̗.̧̜͍͇.͇͔̱͝..͚͔͞.̱̮̣̝̖̤̱.̫̞̖͈͍̜̳̕.̱̫̭.̴̳.̳͢.̱͇.͍͎̳̟̟̤̱́.̳̪.̷̟̦̳̪͇͓.͓̤̦͚͙̀.̢.̴̮.̫̘̀.̟͉̞͇̙͟.̰͇̯.̦̰̪̞ͅͅ.̧.̶.̟̺̣̦͟ͅ.͚͍̯̥.͓͔͔̲͍.̗̘͕.̟͜.̴.̹̥͍.̥͙̫̗.҉.̢͙̬̙..̝̱̳̱.̻͇̳͕̮̹̼.̡̣̱.͜.̢̬̫.͏̰̖̫̬.̪̭̫̠̤̬͚.̲́.̣͚̘͢.̜̟̺̠̤̜̥.̬̹.̵̱̗̝͉̝͇̫.̷͙̪..̫̣̺͍̝͔.͠.̙̲̤͕̗̩ͅ.̱̞̺͈͍͓̤.̫͉̱̠̼̣͈́.̠̠.̸͓̤͈̜͈͚.͏̲̗̭̩͎͔.͙̳̮͙͟.̲̲͠.͚͈͖̦͟.̯̜̜ CREEPING, TEARING RIPPING AT YOUR INSIDES RIPPING AT YOUR INSIDES I JUST WANT TO TAKE A BATH IN YOUR BLOOD I WANA JUST TAKE A BATH IN YOUR FUCKING BLOOD I WANT TO MAKE A NECKLACE OUT OF YOUR SKULL I WANT TO BREAK YOU LIKE YOU NEVER EVER BEEN I WANT TO MAKE. YOU. PAY. FOR. WHAT. YOU. DID.
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filth 02:31
I've seen things don't even want to know.. I've done things you don't even wan't to think about.. I've been through some shit, but I'm still So fuck you I guess? I only want to OH.̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻.̩͔̗̳͓̫͠.̶.̼̻͈̥͖͔.̰̯̹.̫͓̼͕͢.̨̝.̛͔̘͇͚͇̻.̗̹̫̰͙͕̻̕.̙.͟.̡ͅ.͙̳̤̹̙̲.̶̪̻͚..̵̮̪͎.̬͓̲.̢͖̦̩.̶̗͖.͈̹͓͓̣ͅͅ.̦͖̗̬͖̩..̝̱.͘.̬͉̠̘̲͠.̧͓̰͔̙̤̤̳..̞.̥.͎̬̱̪.̼͓̪͜.̡.̬̭̦͕̖̤͙..͖̀.̯̹̠͈̠̀.̭̥̰.̨̹̹̥ I AM TRYING TO HEAL.̧̻͎͔͓̝.̘͉.̴̼̮͓̱̜̻̣.̥̥͎̘̬͇̱.͍̬͜..̖̭͍̤͟.̷̞͖̫̘.͔̦͚.͍͙̰̱̩͠.͈̻̝.̭̠͔̱̲.̗͕̭̣.̘͖.̧̼ͅ.̶̦̣͓̖ͅͅ.̦̬͓̟̦̯.͚̠͙̠͚̱̟.̖̭̺͔..͕̖̝͖̱͠.̟̬̱͍͝.̷̜̙͖͇̗̗͈.̻.͝.̡̪̱.̦̥͖̣͔͞.̢̹͇͉̫̼..̵͉ͅ.̜͉̭͙̼̩͘.̳͈͈̘̙̲͞.̩̺͚̫.̴͙̪̗.̧̜͍͇.͇͔̱͝..͚͔͞ BUT ITS NOT ME IT WAS ME.̢͈͕̠.͕.̛͎̙̤̲...̪̞̲̬͎̠́.̞̻͈͈̦͍͡ͅ.̻̤̖.̠̗́.̱͢.͓͇͉͠.̭͕͙̝̼̟.̟̭̫.̹͙̗̯..̸̥͎̘͈̜͍.̩̦.̢̝͈.̪͚̩̭̝.̜͖̱̲̭̪ͅ.̼̦̟͇͝.̠̭̦̠̻̟͎.̰̱̀.̧͉͙̩͇̻̩.̞̞̭.̠̦̖̺̙̤.͖̗́.͔͍̲̹̕.̖͎̬͈̦.̛̗̗̞͖͕̲͙.͏̜.͝.͈̤͇̦͞ͅ.̷͍̻̠͔͈̠̱.̴̣..̦̤ͅ.̟̯͠.̫̘̻ create patterns throughout life I just want to get to a better one where I don't have to carry all these demons BE GONE I DON'T WANT TO YOU TO BE BE GONE Ateh, Malkuth, Ve Geburah, Ve Gedulah, Le Olam, Amen. I STAND IN THIS CIRCLE NOW CLEANSE MY SPACE AND GO AMEN. and to all the spirits, who took part in this ritual, helping and guiding me, thank you for being here, now I release thee
4.
unbearable 02:44
I wish I could give You everything but faith just made it in a different way I WISH WE WERE SHARING WHAT I AM SELLING RIGHT NOW BUT I'M JUST MOTH GOT TOO CLOSE TO THE FLAME OF YOURS I WISH WE WERE SHARING WHAT I WILL SELL TONIGHT BUT FAITH JUST MADE IT A DIFFERENT WAY, I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT I know I'm lovely I know I'm not lovable i.will.love.you.forever.
5.
6.
YEAH... THERE IS BROKEN GLASS EVERYWHERE ON THE FLOOR it's calling to me but I won't...do what it want's..no..yeah..I will... cuz it's stronger than me BROKEN GLASS, EVERYWHERE IT'S CALLING TO ME TO CUT MYSELF TO PIECES IT'S CALLING TO ME TO CUT UNTIL THERE IS NO SPACE LEFT IT'S CALLING TO ME...TO USE FULL FORCE... AND ONCE I GAVE IN....AND THEN THE AMBULANCE CAME THEY SEW ME UP FUCK BROKEN GLASS FUCK BROKEN GLASS FUCK BROKEN GLASS IT'S SCREAMING TO ME FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK.ME. IT SCREAMS CUT YOURSELF UP UNTIL THERE'S NO SPACE LEFT. FUCK.
7.
Ynsomnia 01:31
8.
Signal error 02:33
9.
Unrest 04:16
(all you motherfuckers want to see me dead....) fuck the system, fuck the system, yeah fuck the system I was born in this world with unrest in my blood I try to be calm, I try to smoke and pop' some YET I wake up at 4am, mental illness, BITCH I was born in this world with a death wish I just hope I die fast, motherfuckingbitch I've seen worse than this shit, seen much worse than this shit ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD (yeah) I KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD I DARE YOU COME AND TRY... nails fucking sharp, like a razor morals have changed since i tried suicide, bitch I don't give a fuck anymore death is my closest gal death is my closest gal, ey ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD (ya) I KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD I DARE YOU COME AND TRY... seen worse than this shit seen much worse than this shit ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD (yeah) I KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WANT TO SEE ME DEAD I DARE YOU COME AND TRY... I KNOW HOW I 'AM' I KNOW HOW I LOOK I'M FUCKING AWARE OF EVERYTHING, YOU KNOW IT WOULD BE JUST NICE IF YOU COULD MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS, LIKE, I'M NOT GOING UP TO YOU TELLING YOU HOW FUCKING STUPID YOU LOOK IN MY BOOK, YOU KNOW, I JUST LOOK AWAY, MIND MY FUCKING BUSINESS, YOU COULD TRY TO DO THE SAME MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLES, FUCK (all you motherfuckers want to see me dead....)
10.
"Szomorú vasárnap száz fehér virággal Vártalak kedvesem templomi imával Álmokat kergető vasárnap délelőtt Bánatom hintaja nélküled visszajött Azóta szomorú mindig a vasárnap Könny csak az italom kenyerem a bánat... Szomorú vasárnap Utolsó vasárnap kedvesem gyere el Pap is lesz, koporsó, ravatal, gyászlepel Akkor is virág vár, virág és - koporsó Virágos fák alatt utam az utolsó Nyitva lesz szemem hogy még egyszer lássalak Ne félj a szememtől holtan is áldalak... Utolsó vasárnap"
11.
"at 04:48, when depression visits I shall hang myself to sound of my lovers breathing" * I thought it's time for me I thought I can finally be free stared Death in eyes still here...and I don't know why stared Death in eyes I'm still here, but why, why
12.
afterwords 02:17
There's nothing left to say My mind is empty, it's destroyed, it's grey All is grey

about

Some of the songs were pure improvisations thus I couldn't recall each word for the lyrics sheet.

Nearly died three times during the writing of this record.

Dedicated to anyone struggling with any type of mental illness.

I wish you strength...

<3

All tracks written and performed by Dorothy Waste (except track 2 which features Blood of a Pomegranate on bass.
Track 10 originally written and performed by Seress Rezső and Jávor László in 1933)

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(ps.: bonus artwork with the download~)

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released January 21, 2021

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